Can't sleep because I slept all day. Even had a huge meal in the middle of the night because I was hungry. Leftover spaghetti sauce and rice. Took 3 tries in the microwave to get to luke warm. It was salty. Too much sauce and not enough rice. That's what happens when I try to combine not so much leftover rice with a bit too much spaghetti sauce. And I didn't even get a chance to wash the dirty spaghetti sauce pot. It's still sitting on my stove with a bunch of dirty dishes. This is after I did several dish batches. The story of my life and never ending dirty dishes.
I was surprised that Condo Group in Victoria and Oakwyn Realty in Vancouver is doing so well. Those were my dreams to create and grow a successful Real Estate businesses. That's why I got my Broker's License. But somehow I have never been able to get past the starting gate. Not even the starting gate. It was all a pipe dream. Nothing came of it. I tried. But it wasn't good enough. I still feel as though I can achieve success somehow. I can feel it. Almost taste it. But can't seem to put my finger on it. Is it real estate? In Montreal? I get so emotional. And yet I can't seem to deliver. So many fuck ups. And so many re-do's. I've wasted a lot of time. A life time. How can I get back into the groove? |
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